Miss You

It hurt....
Wound so sore...
3 days without you was a great pain for me. Still, I was missing you this night. I couldn't wait tomorrow to see you. You drove me crazy, really. Although we
spent night by texting till midnight, it couldn't be a potion to heal my miss to you. You gave me poison, a poison of missing you. You are the one who have the
antidote of it. But you didn't give it to me. It seemed that you let me die beacouse of missing you. How cruel you are.

Shocked

"You look so beautiful today
When you sitting there
It's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the word that I could say..
But it seems you froze me"

It was a beautiful day of mine. Finally, I fulfilled my missing to Novi. I met her today. Although it just one day we didn't meet each other, it such a great
pain for me. Another day without her with me is like a life without breathing, of course it just a hyperbole. Without breathing, we gonna die. Why should we
die for someone while we can life for her/him?
She shocked me twice today. First, when I waited for her to pick her up to school. I was shocked indeed. I looked around to find where she is and suddenly she
talked beside me.. I thought that it was a ghost, but it was an angel... lol.. Just a hyperbole too..
The second is what made me almost died by shocked. When I rode my bike and she was on the back, we talked and my concentration was divided. Suddenly, a bike
was coming from the opposite. I really shocked by this but I cauld avoid the crash. My heart beat fast. While normal tempo is 125 bpm, it became 180 bpm. But
there was something that made it became 250 bpm. Novi hugged me suddenly since she was afraid. This was made my heart beat faster. I lost my breath. Lost my
consciousness. Lost my thought. Lost my mind for a while
P.S for Novi : I doubt if this part should be posted. But it was the main part of this post. If you feel uncomfortable, I'll delete it since probably you are
the one who read my blog..

Unplanned

It was a Sunday and I was overslept today. I woke up at 7 a.m since my mom forgot to wake me up. Today I'm planned to go to Novi's home to teach her a subject
that will be tested tomorrow. After took a bath and ate, I went to Novi's home at 10 a.m. It took 40 minutes to get her home since the distance itself is
quiete far, about 15 miles. Finally, I've made it. I knocked at her door and waited for a bit till she opened the door.
First time I saw her, I'm a bit suprised. She looked different. She wore short and shirt. Usually I saw her always using long pants and never showed her leg.
Then she let me in and gave me a drink n foods. The study begun then. At the first, I thought that it will take hours for study. But it finished in less than
half of hour. It was 11.20 a.m when I saw the clock. We planned to go to cafe located near her home.
After praying, we went to the cafe. It was a bit far than what i've imagined. Finally, we made it. Wow! The cafe itself has unique building to see from the
outside but the sun burn our skin so we had to come in. Now taking about the food. I'm don't know what does it called in English its name is Bakpao. It's like
bread with 'something' inside it. Unlike the other Bakpao that made from common flour, at this place, it made from flour of sweat potatoes. It tasted very
delicious but we had full already. It was 1 p.m , we confused where to go as we were lazy to back home. We decided to go to tea garden.
Unfortunately, we both forgot about the way to get the tea garden. After asked people about the way to get there, finally we got arrived. It's a wonderful
place to get calmness and peace for heart. The garden lied widely as far as our eyes can see. It was very green. What a beautiful view. We walked along the
street, joked, and laughed together. We took lot of picture of us with natural background of this place. The thing I enjoyed to is walking next to her. I love
to walk beside her. But somehow my heart beat faster than usual and nerve. But I gained control of it soon. It was very fun but made me tired. Why? Because I
carried her uphill, but it was fun indeed. Unfortunately, we were unable to stay at this place longer. It would be closed at 4 p.m. It was our own fault. We
went to this place without planning it first. If we went go earlier, we would be able to enjoy this place longer.

I'm Happy

Hello guys, my final test has been ended a weeks ago. But i've been busy with my life so i have no time to write any blog. But I wanna share you what I got and
passed during my busy day. Actually what make me busy is neither a business that make me earn money nor playing game. But it was very interesting compared to
both of them. It was being together with my beloved friend. Her name is Novi and she is my classmate. She is very unique compared to all of my friend, not sure
what make me think about it. She has long straight hair, shit!! I like long hair girl. I started close with her few days before I faced my final test. We spent
our night by texting, sending sms, each other (dunno how it's called in English lol). This happened not only before the test held but we did it during the test
itself. We slept at very late night and slept 3-4 hours only. Yet, we should keep our health by resting enough. But we didn't. For me, it being a great things
in my life. While texting with her, I know what she doing. Whenever she told me that she was studying, it encouraged me to do so. Without you, I might not
study hard like this during the test. Thank you Nov. As the time goes on, my relationship become closer with her. After the test has been done, we go, walk,
and laugh together. We in together for 7 days non-stop. This is what made me so busy. It was tired days, but it was the days that I enjoyed to.
The thing I like the most is being next to her. When I close to her, I feel calmness and happiness. She has soft sight, that's what make me like to look into
her eyes deeply . Although it is contrary to her face :-). Now, my behavior to her has been changed a bit. I'm becoming more care than before.
But it seems that somebody won't this happened. But, why the hell we should care about it? This is our own life, we have the right to do everything in our
life. This is none of your business. Lol

Final Test

Hello, it has been so long i didn't write blog. I has no time to do it. I should study for preparing my final test in my school. One more day to face the test.
I hope God give me strength to face and finish it without any problem.

Eternal Rest

I walk this road alone
Nobody walk beside me
I try to fix my heart alone
But wound's still on me

All the things you said
is no more than just word
All of your promise
is no more than just word

You said we would be together
You said we would go together
You said we would smile together
You said we wouldn't be apart

But you left me now
You left me in annihilation
I couldn't believe
how could it happened on me

I live my life in misery
I smile my smile in sadness

But I'm happy now
You didn't leave me
You came closer to me
Right inside the heart of me

Deep....
Deep inside my heart
you cheered me up
Fixed my heart from inside

Don't be sad
That's the word you wanna say to me
Don't feel lonely
That's the word you wanna speak to me

Thanks for the things
we've passed together
Thanks for your smile
Thanks for your care on me

Farewell my dear
Your eternal rest is waiting
See you....
See you afterlife...

Romance Dawn

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