Shocked

"You look so beautiful today
When you sitting there
It's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the word that I could say..
But it seems you froze me"

It was a beautiful day of mine. Finally, I fulfilled my missing to Novi. I met her today. Although it just one day we didn't meet each other, it such a great
pain for me. Another day without her with me is like a life without breathing, of course it just a hyperbole. Without breathing, we gonna die. Why should we
die for someone while we can life for her/him?
She shocked me twice today. First, when I waited for her to pick her up to school. I was shocked indeed. I looked around to find where she is and suddenly she
talked beside me.. I thought that it was a ghost, but it was an angel... lol.. Just a hyperbole too..
The second is what made me almost died by shocked. When I rode my bike and she was on the back, we talked and my concentration was divided. Suddenly, a bike
was coming from the opposite. I really shocked by this but I cauld avoid the crash. My heart beat fast. While normal tempo is 125 bpm, it became 180 bpm. But
there was something that made it became 250 bpm. Novi hugged me suddenly since she was afraid. This was made my heart beat faster. I lost my breath. Lost my
consciousness. Lost my thought. Lost my mind for a while
P.S for Novi : I doubt if this part should be posted. But it was the main part of this post. If you feel uncomfortable, I'll delete it since probably you are
the one who read my blog..